Satanized218

Make it end. Please. Just make it end. I don't have the power to leave. I can no longer pretend. These desolate visions Follow me everywhere I go. Just can't get out of this prison That is my soul. Watch me go down. Watch me hit rock bottom.

I have tried and tried and failed. All that's left is the look on your face. The warmth of your arms forsakes me. Without you I'm not who I should be. All that is left now is a fragile dream. A dream I can never make real. Please just lie and tell me For a moment it's not how it seems.

I am fading away Eversince that I can think. All I remember is How everything went wrong. The ugly smiling face of senselessness Stands at the end of all roads. Keep me in your memory. I can't go on. I'm history.

The cold soil wrapped me up In its everlasting emptiness. Staring to the ground. I can't seem to make it. My skin is numb. My eyes are dead. I'm withering away.

Drown yourself in your disgusting romances. I don't want to see any more of you "lovers". I don't have the will to listen to your every day bullshit anymore None of you ever cares for anyone but himself. So there's no reason for me to care about you. Leave me alone in my drunk world of emptiness. Pigeonhole me as "inhuman" and "unfeeling", because I am! I'm just waiting for the moment to come for me to leave you. The thought of never seeing you again is so pleasant. I am no longer the one you think I am. Every feeling in me got burned and the ashes were blown away. All your carnal desires are just disgusting signs of weakness to me